following were written yesterday – august 2

12:22pm
today when i was coming out of a crapola shopping centre after buying a couple of cds and about to go buy my lunch, i tripped on some stairs as i was walking down them.
actually – it was more like my foot sort of slid off the edge. my sense of balance is a tad too sensitive so as soon as i felt myself falling i lent backwards. i ended up in a sitting position but i also bumped down another step once i was on my arse.
i guess as i fell my foot must have done something damn odd because the ankle hurts a little bit, which is understandable, but the top of my foot FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!!!!! like i banged it or dropped something heavy on it.
i feel like crying but i am not going to in front of everyone here.
hmm – i might go see if there is some milk in the tea room fridge and take some pain killers…..i just remembered i have some spares from when my toe was hurting recently.
hopefully i shall be feeling no pain, or very little shortly!

2:41PM
if i was in bitch-mode i would make rude comments about this.
the other week me and my sister were watching channel v and mariah careys latest song (i think – the one with the cars zooming about) came on and me and my sister were bagging her out big time. we were cracking my dad up. one thing i said was “why doesnt she just make a porn movie and get it over with”.
since she divorced her husband, however long ago it was, she has gone for the trashy bimbo thing and it bugs me because once upon a time me and my sister quite liked her.
but i wont make snide comments regarding her ‘collapse’. i will just think them, and let you draw your own conclusions about what evil thoughts are running through my mind.